Haix.... BAD DAY. Had menses cramps early this morning at hme. Went for CCA at about 10 plus for early prac. then, the cramps worsened. it was damn pain lor, couldnt take it. PLUS, keep losing the tempo rhythm for the marching song, play wrongly, got scolded and scolded. the band had to replay this opening part of the song repeatedly becoz of me.. haiz... disappointed, sad, pain, anger... aiyah.. feeling weak now. 1st day of P .. i hated it. the whole band had to go for sectionals partly due to my fault. and now, we have to memorise our parts by MONDAY... THIS MONDAY FOR AYG. i cant even play right lor.... going to chiong and try. Seniors actually told us that we were far too below normal standard... haiz..... i know that but... haiz.. we just werent up to expectations. Disappointed.;;; :(
Staring at the orange sky @ 5:00 AM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
PS. Mad. I'll link you next time.